A DIFFERENT BEAT

Into the distance of a stare I poured my emotions and let it mix.That in a moment led me astray. But all at once, I felt a pain of none,but existence. Yesterday,a memory ajar Today,an experience par Tomorrow,an uncertainty far. If not for these life was made, no reasons would have I to live a day. For all these times so turbulent makes hope a sweet inspiration to live a day when smiles would spread. If not for it, Then why call this a state of existence and bother we much to live a day.

Each step in precision made to stumble not in the aisle way; cynosure of all eyes,walk I in a trembling yet composed self. Smiles or stares,I cannot mark.But all I know is, the looks devour me. My apparel in cream and gold tears myself from me, When chains around my neck are nothing,but bonds of suffocating threads. What entertains them, I know not. Or is it the entire me?I wonder yon. Flower girls by my side lead me on And all dear ones girdle me strong. When,from within, a poor,timid heart cries out in silence loud "Yo!Only if I could run free." Not an ear to spare a thought, I still march on- carrying with me A thousand pieces of a crushed soul. to a life I would exchange for all the pleasures of life. All I love is to be lonely and free, To run wild through the misty mountain ways to an untrampled spot never found so mystic. Will I echo my name far and near to every spot of unheard bower

All alone in white he stood staring at me for long; Lost in the wilderness between was thoughts of intense love. Calm and pale,a man so fair Never in my life had seen,o dear When danced I a step or two To please my Lord,not so near. Rounded was he, that I cupped in my hand But still far was he O!Only if I could touch thee. Romantic and tempting,he sat In a kingdom so far Born to rule,a night so cool and me thy girl,so pure. On a mission thy go when lost are you: for days I weep cause I cannot see you. But today you reign there in a distant land Beyond my reach and beyond my touch O!yet I am happy for you fill my dreams and guard my sleep If not for you,my dreams never would shine. All for you,my Love I wait,all day O! my Mr.Moon!